Yet she had loathing of this hypocrisy. She was seized with the temptation to flee somewhere with Leon to try a new life; but at once a vague chasm full of darkness opened within her soul.

其实，她讨厌这样口是心非。 她也莱昂私奔念头，随便到哪去，也不管多么远，只要能生活；但一想到私奔，她灵魂深处立刻裂开，朦朦胧胧地出现了一个黑暗深渊。