waywardness

They are :a playful curiosity,a capacity for dreams,a sense of humor to correct those dreams,and finally a certain waywardness and incalculability of behavior.......

种嬉戏好奇心，种梦想能力，种纠正这些梦想幽默感，种在行为上任性、不可测度质素。

It is laziness and waywardness, however, that causes one to give himself up as hopeless and back down on the pretext of "no interest".

只有懒惰与任性，才能使个人自甘暴弃在“趣味”掩护之下败退。